Like the title says I'm back, I would like to thank everyone here for their support and best wishes and understanding.
I've been away a long time because my mother died three weeks ago, it was suddenly and she was too young!!
It took me a while to deal with this blow and I think I'll never get over it but I'm a bit better now and ready to return here.
Hawk mate, I've seen your sig and it meant a lot to me so thanx again. Some guys mailed me or tried to contact me through ICQ or MSN but I've been offline for a month and will remain to be offline for a little bit on ICQ/MSN. I will only be here and post ss for the guys that mailed me their kits and so on. I need a bit time still to go back online entirely and I hope you guys understand this..
Well some of you asked for an explanation for my being away and here it is, it's hard and it's the truth but life goes on I guess and I will go on with love in my heart and wonderfull memories of my brave and precious mother.
I want to leave it at that cause It's been the subject for many weeks now and I want to think about other things in life which are worth it to live for and that's what my mother would've wanted for sure.

Thanx again to all my friends here.
I hope I haven't missed much but I'll get up to speed soon

Sr

I send you my condolences Silencer....May ur Mum rest in peace. :)

silencer u gonna make me cry :( its very sad silencer welcome back mate :rolleyes:

Sad news mate.... hope your mother rests in peace... :(

Gecondoleerd en sterkte!

:( I'm really sorry to hear that from you....

Thats a shocking news...its really a terrible news.My all condolences are with you mate.Dont feel lonely ..we all are with you.You are the real supporter of this FIFA Community.My all cononlences are with you.And i do hope you become normal soon(i know this is hard).For the time being its not necessary for making SS..coz there are many other person doing that.Pls take up your time.And I am sure you'll be normal seeing that you have been man of character.And at last we really missed you..its glad to have you back:)

Really really sorry for ya mate
May she rest in peace

welCome back SILENCER mate ;)

My condolences are with u mate. But remember that "U will never walk alone" We are with u!

Wow! I had no idea! In fact, I was wondering where were you... I was missing all of your screenshots :(
Hope you're better now mate, even if it's always hard to get well after this kind of things!
I wish you a very good luck!

See ya!

Really sad to know .. may she rest in peace.

:( Sorry 2 hear that

those shocking news are horrible, sorry for you mate, :( i hope you'll be good and everythink will be ok mate :)

condolences of whole FIFA Web Portal team are with you mate, stay calm and peace! :(

You know you have all our condolences. It's great to see you here again, but we will understand if you take a time out of the community again if you need it.

Im with you buddy!! That your mother rest in peace!

Thanx everyone, it's been much appreciated, I'm overwhelmed by all the reactions and kind words and I knew I could count on you!
It's actually good being back but I'm not sure if I will be here every day from now on. I'm taking my time like many of you advised (Saur, Fede, Hawk, Kamil etc.) but sometimes it's too hard for me to be online and now I know you'll understand.
Thanx again, it's like having a family here and that feels good.
Now before it gets too soft and sticky ;) I'll stop now by saying THANX (or did I say that allready?) on behalf of myself and my family.....you guys are the best :D

Cheers
Sr

Sorry to hear of your loss. I'm not the biggest FIFA 2003 fan in the world as anybody on here will tell you but whatever game we prefer or dislike we all need to pull together and support each other. God bless you.

Oh Silencer, I feel so sorry for you. Such a shame for something like that to happen so suddenly :( :'(

Anas

Sorry to hear that:(
but its nice to see you back

Gecondoleerd en nog veel sterkte! Natuurlijk ook welkom terug ;)

i know the situation if ur mother dfies, its hard, but we will help u to be happy, welcome back

Thank you, I appreciate it :D

you poor guy, you take your time but its good to have you back

Silencer, my deepest sympathies.

It's nice to see you back and just take your time mate.

Oh I am very sorry for you mate. :( Please accept my condolences. Very sorry again. But Welcome back. We are here so we support you...

Sorry to hear the news mate good to see you back.All the best mate.

Shocking news mate :(

You have my condolences.

Sometimes life sucks, but better times will come soon :)

the fact is that i write here very rarely, but in cases like that I feel an obligation in myself, that i must give my condolences! It's very sad, but as it has been already said: life goes on and; and i believe that you can rehabilitate from this shock!
we are with you mate!!
;)

May your mother rest in forever peace, I'm really sorry to hear that mate...I'm glad you came here to tell us, it shows that you can stand tall and get on with your life as you said. :)

I tried not to have tears in my eyes when I read it but...you know.

I cannot put words together just how sorry I am to hear this. :(

"If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son"!

I think you can definitely hold on. :)


Nick Clubman.

Wow Nick thanx that's a great poem and really helpfull :$ I appreciate it and of course thanx again to all the others here..

Sr

Nice to have you back mate. Sorry to hear about the news. Supporting you as always fella.

Speak to u soon

Thanx Dan, I'll be back soon at Breamsters, is the gallery still the same or did smth change?
It feels good to be back :D

Cheers

welcome back silencer.. i knew u were away but i didn't know the reason and now i just found out and it's even puttin' ME down. :( cheer up man and i hope everything from now on goes alright. we all missed your prescence, welcome back mate. :)