Thanks for the comments guys. Well this thing with the girl at work, let's just call her Ms X. Got a little weirder on Friday. It was just us 2 in the office, the sexual tension is at boiling point, but we found a way to releive it by playing a game with an orange stress ball. She'd hold it and I'd try and get it, had me hands all over her, hugging her and ****. Everything for a moment was right and everything felt great. She asked me what I was thinking, I said "I think I want to kiss you right now, but I don't think I'm allowed".
We left it at that and continued our stupid game which was just an excuse to get closer. She then said "I want to kiss you right now" I said we shouldn't because it would only complicate things even more.
She then said she was having trouble breathing and had butterflies in her stomach. She feels something for me and feels very strongly for both me and her bf, that's what's cutting her up that one of us is going to get hurt, I know it's going to be me, I knew that at the beginning. Hey I got a little bit of fun and she knows how I feel about her. So even though I am a little upset I do feel like a weight has been lifted off me.
Relationships are very complicated. We have something special and we are going to keep it and keep in touch wherever life takes us.
As for Red Lil Devil (Man Utd Girl), maybe you need to look at the situation more. If she is feeling bad about what she has done, then I feel bad about it also, takes 2 to tango and I care about her and if she is hurt I get hurt too. Think about that.